A pretty house
on broken stilts
floating in a murky river
dark shadows in deep waters
damp crumbling floors
ghosts behind doors
specters watching
through the windows.
how does one forge a family
with a constellation
of damaged stars
and an unmanned rocket
circling an unknown orbit.
here was no dear husband
holding my hand
steadying my feet
guiding my gaze.
hugging me close
and an unmanned rocket
circling an unknown orbit.
here was no dear husband
holding my hand
steadying my feet
guiding my gaze.
hugging me close
warming my soul
healing my wounds.
Instead
a colossal armoured tank
was hurtling my way
lethal weapons trained on me
his lost loves and shattered dreams
was hurtling my way
lethal weapons trained on me
his lost loves and shattered dreams
of families n forever streams
his bitter rage of three decades
his bitter rage of three decades
flying at such high speed.
Only now I realize.
For long ago foibles and ignominy
am now to be punished with glee
I offer love and with reason plead
both boomerang bloodied
my arsenal of caustic barbs
slow tears and silent screams
are just no match
for the shifting nature
of this risky endeavor
Only now I realize
In this marital misadventure
of this risky endeavor
Only now I realize
In this marital misadventure
my dearest daughter
would be waiting foreverlearning to cope
not daring to hope
for a father to own her
she must now pay the price.
Only now I realize
Only now I realize.
Bye bye, pretty house.